Ok so my w wanted to go to the movies. She said get tickets anywhere between 12: & 2:00. It was the latest pirate movie (hours long) so I get tickets at 12:00. I then go over her mom house to finish the work I am doing on her railing. At 11:00 I called my W and leave her a message that I got the tickets for 12:00. I get home and she informs me that she is not going at 12: oo she has things to do. I told her I already got the tickets and she say “Da*m it. I didn’t want to go that early. I told her she told me between 12 & 2 she said she wanted to go about 1. I told her It’s only $6.50 if she wants to stay home I’m taking our son. She ended up going. I told her I’m sorry but she said between 12 & 2 If she wanted to go at 1 she should have said so. She told me she does not want to talk about it because she is getting pissed. So there was no taking. (So much for putting my are around her)

After the movie my son and I went to the field to play catch. That’s were him and I have our best talks. So we played for about half hour and then a team came to use the field so we went and sat on the swings and had our drinks. I asked him if he wanted to talk about last night. He said no really it was about something that was not going to happen for awhile. I asked him is it about me? He said yea. I told him anytime you want to talk about anything please don’t hesitate. I am here for you I love you and would do anything for you. He told me that is part of the problem. He said last night he was thinking about me and mom dying. It made him so sad. I asked him what made you think about that. He said that the other day when he and I brought his sister to work in my jeep. His sister asked how come I have there picture in my dash board. I told her because if anything happened to me I wanted d them the be the last thing I saw. My son said he does not want me to die. I told him I don’t want to die either but someday I will. I told him when my dad died I was really sad. But it was not just because he died. It was because I hardly ever told my dad I loved him. There were a lot of things I wanted to tell my dad but I didn’t and then he died and it was too late. That’s why I always want him to talk to me. To tell me any thing. He is my best friend. Sometime I will seam mean but that’s because I’m the dad and sometimes I can’t let him do things that will hurt him. Because I love him. He wiped the tear from his face and smiled. I gave him a hug. I told him sometimes when people are hurt really bad and they are in a lot of pain they think they want to die. For now on those pictures will be my inspiration to live. If I am hurt and in a lot of pain I will look at those pictures and I will know why I want to live.
He was happy with that. I asked him if he wanted me to take the pictures down and he said no.
Soooo after I brought him home I went back to my MIL house to finish the railing. When I got there I mentioned that I can never make her daughter happy. I told her about the movie and she told me that she was there and remembered my W saying12 ish. Anyway I finished the railing and the MIL asked if I wanted to have a drink with her I told her no I better get home so I don’t piss off my W. Well……….. After I got home the phone rings and it’s my MIL and she is telling my W that she remembers her saying 12 ish. My W well I might have. So I go out side to BBQ. When I came back in the house My W acts like everything is

And that was my day today

Husband

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