I wish I had the answers. Here after I give you encouragement, I'm trying to catch my breath. I get these anxiety/panic attacks where I can't breathe. Went to the dr this week and got something for it, but all I want to do really is to call DH and tell him I miss him and I want him to come home. I would just go to bed, but I've got laundry to do since we were gone all day. As soon as I can get this load in the dryer, I'm out of here.