Need Veteran Piecer's Advice - desperately!!!

[Heartbroken]

Well I guess I am done for good!

They got home and unpacked and H went to the apt. I trying to be the good wife took over a brat/fries/veggies and some frozen food he would like. I purposely did not call until I was right at the apt - to see if OW was back in the picture - this is the only real explanation for his sudden sadness (fits the pattern from before). He says not to come over since he's going for a walk - we'll I said you're seeing her again arent you and he says yes. I said I am coming over - we he wasn't even there she must have picked him up -I called him back and told him I was getting a lawyer. His lies are just to much - I thought we were in piecing he's back to seeing her WOW - I think my heart has stopped and now I need to really take care of myself...

I do not think I can continue this DB'ing - it's too hard and now I really look like the fool

I finally have the hate and anger for him

I just feel so bad for my kids...