Man, I don't really know what's going on with me. I feel so low. Can somebody please be a shoulder to cry on? I don't even know what is wrong exactly.
I will try and keep this brief, because I don't even have the energy to try and document the interactions of the last day or so, but basically I feel it is more of the same. Snippiness, stress from parenting, etc.
I have (admittedly) been moody all day today. Was pretty bent out of shape and feeling unappreciated mid-day. Blew off a little steam at H and he explained things from his side a bit (just like what he planned to do to get kids ready for a party to attend, etc.) I understood better, but told him, I didn't know because he hadn't communicated with me. I first said I didn't think I would go to this party, but apologized for changing my mind, but said I thought it would be best for me to get cleaned up and get out of the house for a bit. He was fine with that. We worked pretty well as a team for the party and it was a cheerful event. Came home, I was dead tired. My D wanted to play, but I apologized that I was too tired and slept for several hours. Finally got up, went to Walmart
