My last thread closed, so I figured I ought to start a new one. I have a lot of journaling I need to do. I'm feeling very much like a WAW right now. Despite MC and sharing my feelings about what *I* need to feel loved and ready for sex and respecting H's wishes for what he needs, I'm feeling upset and discouraged. We even made lists...and yet, H does none of it and expects me to be all gung ho for sex.

There's nothing wrong with my sex drive, I just don't want it with him. I feel like everything I've asked for has been ignored. It's not like we're new to piecing; it makes me angry that he's coasting now that HIS needs are being met.

We've spent several MC sessions on this, and nada. I'll bring it up AGAIN in our next session...and I'll get the same bewildered look.

Think I'll make myself scarce today....

SD

Me: 40
H: 43
H had EA from 2/06-9/06
Bomb 5/06
Piecing since 9/2006
3/2008: Boundary setting
7/2009: Boundary crossing~dropped my own bomb.
8/2010: Marriage finally on track!