Yep, i HATE being needy and desparate and clingy - so I'm going into TFM mode. What's that? You ask. It's Time For ME!!!
Easier said than done though ... so what's my first step?
Well ... today is day 1 for me of no smoking. I have my nicotine patch on, I have a cigarette sized straw I am using as a placebo ciggie (just a plain drinking straw, I like the breathing action of smoking, but I can still do that without the smoke).
Today is day 1 of TFM too ... so i'm going to take this one day at a time. Today the nice thing I am going to do for myself is .... go to the garden centre and buy myself a basil plant. In a few days my sense of tast will have improved so I can enjoy some with tomato and a bit of mozarella cheese ...yum yum!!!
Bomb (ILYBINILWY, don't want to be married)Sept05 Seperated Sept/Oct 05 Oct 06 - H recomitted July 11 - I am now a WAW.
