Good point. I can't imagine ever stopping loving my H, or at least the memory of the man I married and the life we had. I miss HIM. But I do know I have to move on with my life regardless.
I know I still feel the resentment big time, although it's not as all-consuming as it was last year. It comes in waves now and less frequently. When I feel the resentment coming on strong I pick up my book "The Power of a Praying Wife" and that always eases it for me. For me that is the answer.
H was over Wed & yesterday after picking up S4.5 from school. I had things to do so I didn't get home early on either day, but last night before he left he asked if I could get a babysitter someitme next week so we can go out somewheret to talk. I asked "what about?" and he said it was important to just do it every now and then and that we hadn't talked for a while.
He's right. I have really been detaching. I told him I would have to think about it. I just don't know if I can handle it yet. He seems like he wants to pretend like we are friends and that what he's doing is ok. Well, I'm not ready to forive him.
I'm exhausted....
Monica
My sitch: Me 40 H 30 M 8 yrs 1 S5.5 Bomb Oct 2005 Sep Nov 2005 H w/ Ow I filed for LS June 2007 H responded w/ D 2007 I have sole P custody, joint L Just need to take care of Final Judgement papers
