Sashaying thru Seperation III

[mcojh]

I know I am doing the right thing by fighting for my M. I am a warrior. The problem is the mixed messages. She is all happy and concerned. On the phone earlier today she said I sounded tired and I should take a nap instead of planting hostas. (We were up to go hunting at 4am). When I talked to her later, she asked how my nap was and if I feel better. We chatted a little and then I got off the phone. Personally, I could never be this nice to someone I was hurting so badly with no sign of reversal.

I need to get it through my head again, that I cannot control the A, and if it is to end it will. I need to keep DBing.