hey wcw... yup about the same... did ya write me?? I didnt see you post back so I figured I missed you.
how was rosemont?? all that you ever dreamed of and more??
i like the bday card for H. cute.
i have not posted lately since I just dont know what to say. (I had even started a post and quit.) my sitch? whatever. he called last weekend to invite me to a food show he was working at. I thanked and said (same day invite) i had to tutor.(which was true) then we said we would talk during the week... hmmm, is the week over yet?
I figure he is just "respecting" my email before my departure. i am sure his friends are telling him that he should stay out of my life... as it just hurts me. (he has been told this before by his friends.) Lets see how long he stays away? I am kinda curious.
whatever, whatever, whatever!!!!
i am actually doing pretty well. i am not killing myself at the moment to figure things out. i am just focusing on going with the flow and being open to what comes my way.
funny part is . a part of me is still hopeful and still believes that my h will eventually find his way back (just not sure if I can wait that long.
RCR was writing an average of 4 to 7 years or something. geesh.
Ah well, i keep telling myself that this too will pass and I might as well enjoy life as much as I can in the meantime and focus on being ok with just me.
WCW, do you have a thread now? gotta look for it. i will have lotssssssss of time to reda post this weekend and maybe even go wild and POST!!!
brava
Me: 36 He: 34 no kids Married: 2000 He left: July 05
