W is nuts, and I need to detach......

[~Sol]

I am telling myself that right now.

I want to come out of this a better person, not spiteful or vengeful......nutty W will do that part, unfortunately. But I need to get fixed, and ensure that I am going to be OK and still provide for my family (kids)....they will still need me around, especially my daughter.

I am going to keep up with my counseling sessions for my own sake. My W is welcome to come, but I know she won't at this time. If there was any indication this was over, it was on Mother's Day when she accepted flowers from her son, but she rejected mine and thought it was a cheap present for her. She gave me a few punches (I didn't resist) and she threw the flowers at me and tore up the card when I was walking out of the house because I told her that I felt bad that she did not like my gift.

The house payment was late, but she wanted to buy jewelry for herself. She is not right in the head, and she wants to continue on like this without going to marriage counseling.......