Sashaying thru Seperation III

[mcojh]

Thanks ladies, somehow my integrity isn't comforting me today. CW is off work, I called to tell herr our morning turkey hunt was unsuccessful and to let her know I found a bill she was looking for. She seemed upbeat and glad to talk. I jokingly asked her if she wanted to come over and help plant the 3 tubs of Hostas I commandeered and she said no, which is fine, but my pea sized brain starts imagining her with the FOM and I go downhill. It is hard for me to have a PMA.

My biggest fear is that she is playing me and I am going to let myself get crushed again when she decides the time is right. This is illogical, I know, but it is still a fear.....