Thanks for your support, I didn't sleep much last night agonizing over all I have to do and get handed into to the lawyers and for the viewing on Monday.
I'm sure my neighbours were wondering if I had completely lost it or not last night.
I mowed the lawn with our broken ,mower that my son helped me get started with tears of gratidue for it starting streaming down my face. i'm sure I was a sight to behold; tears streaming down my face as I struggled to push this mower around 3/4 of an acre all the while mutter words of gratitude to God for getting it going and allowing me to get as much done as I did before it ran out of gas.
Well this morning my perspective is better and I can laugh about my situation.