I am trying to develop a mindset here, where I will "force" myself to make new friends, this coming week. I am also going to try and present a much more positive front, less sad, more personable.
As much as we are all in very tough situations, there are people who are far worse off.
A real nice young man of 25 years, who worked on our job site died of a heart attack 2 weeks ago. He was a very conscientious hard worker.
My nephew has MD he is 10 years old, they expect in 2 -4 years he will pass away. I have been working on a fund raising idea for MDA or the local children's hospital, so I am going to go forward with that.
I am very happy with my life and what I have. I would wish that through counseling, my W will find that being an honorable committed partner who is willing to share a life together monogamously, is what she wants as well.
My committment to myself is to continue to improve myself, while being true to my values and expectations. To learn to make new friends, and to continue to enjoy the important things in life.
I have begun to come to terms with what D means financially to us and me. Devastating, but life presents all sorts of challenges.
I am ready to make this a positive week.
IS 49 W 47 S 21 D 19 S 16 M 24y Together 31y EA Mar04-May 06 PA Feb06-Jun06 EA May07 Bomb Dec 28 07
Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden. T. S. Eliot
