I can relate to the bipolar issue. I think my W needs to be evaluated also but I can’ tell her this. She would not listen. I was hopping her C might mention it. As for life it goes on. like you I can't and do not want to live like this either. But my sitch is not as drastic as you’res yet and I am going to give it a little more time. But like you I know if things do not change me to will come to this point. We have grown. At first I could not imagine living without her. But Now I do see there is life out there.
Good luck and keep in touch your posts have been a great help to me
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know