Ali, Your post about sensuality etc had me in tears. I too was like you. Sex was dirty etc etc. I would do anything just to be able to show my H how I have now realised how much I hurt him by my actions. Sadly he is hell bent on D. I don't want to give myself to another man so I may never get to show my new found 'freedom'. I really do wish you well.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
