Well I don't know what to say. One minute I feel a step forward, then I feel a step back and then sideways. We went to dinner at a sports bar and had a noce meal. We then ran a couple errrands and then to the concert. Along the way, we had no R talks, except for CW talking about altering our kid schedule when school is over. She also asked about my schedule in July, which together or not needed to be discussed.

During the concert, she asked me to call the kids to have S6 ready for bed when she got home. I learned that she had bought a computer today for her apartment. I have no idea how she can afford it, unless she is driving herself into debt. I know that this shouldn't affect me, but it gets me down that she is making this type of purchase, 1 because she can't afford it, 2 because she is trying to buy the kids, and 3 because the OM is probably funnelling her $.

On a positive, we got along great tonight, and she even commented that this wasn't something I would usually bring her to.

I just don't know. Some things lead me to look up, other things lead me to look down......


Me: 44
S: 17 and 7
Final-6-13-08
I once went to a psychic who told me I would soon feel cheated......