It went well, I think, I felt good about it afterwards. She was pretty deliberate and cold and just divided things up and that was it. She mentioned she wants to push forward with the D and get the papers signed and just be done with it.
So, now I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
She wouldn't commit to another meeting, but it felt like she wanted to. She was so guarded, it's hard to know for sure what is going on in her mind. I'm guessing the next meeting is about CS and Visitation.
Hopefully she takes a long time to schedule that. Funny thing about last night is she didn't schedule a time to come pick up the property that is now "mine." I was happy about that. Though, I'll probably just get a letter from her lawyer about that. I'm still not sure why we had to do this with our pastor, but it was good I guess, it was so nice to see her.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
Yeah, I think that's what is going on to some extent, it just feels like a dagger to the heart when she tells you to your face that she's just going to sign and get it over with.
I said, "if divorce will make you happy, then I won't stand in your way." She didn't reply. She doesn't reply when she doesn't want to discuss something, so I don't know if she isn't happy, or just didn't want to discuss. I'm not worrying about that, I know I have no control over her. Just waiting patiently to see how she proceeds.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
Well, I hadn't said 2 words to her in 2 months, so anything outside of getting angry was probably a bit shocking to her.
I'm praying she doesn't wait 2 months to talk to me again. I think there was a bit of a connection last night. It could be wishful thinking but, better that than the alternative.
Faith is battling fear right now, and it's a tough fight! I have the pit in my stomach again, but my chest doesn't hurt right now, so it's not as bad as it's been in the past.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
Hey, I guess I'm officially on the rollercoaster now! Where I was in a holding pattern for 2 months, now the wild ride has begun! I ususally like rollercoasters, but this one is making my stomach sick
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
