iam keeping a journal of everything but of course i do anyways. i am just having a hard time right now. i walked 4miles this morning and another mile tonight. it usually helps with the pain and clears my mind but the walk tonight didn't do any good. i still feel as miserable as i did before the walk. my h won't have anything to do with me. tomorrow will be a week since we talked except for 1 email and my response back. i dont know what to do at this point. i am so confused. he still blames me for calling the police and him getting the trespass notice. (even though it is his fault. i told him that if he came over here that i would call the police and he told me to go ahead.)
me-30 h-38 m-11 yrs s-6 s-7 ss-13 h left-april 21,2007 found out of ea april 1, 2007
