See, I wonder how he put up with it for 2 years. I was ALWAYS afraid he was gonna leave. \:\/ Ha! He proved me right. I just really want my marriage to work. We were happy together once, you know? I still can't believe we're going through this. Everyone thought we had the perfect marriage. He even said that if this happened to us, it can happen to anyone.

You know what my fear is? Here I was afraid he'd walk out or have another A. Hello? How am I not gonna be worried it's gonna happen again if and when he comes back??? How will I get over this???!! I guess I'm becoming stronger every day, I don't know.

See, I'm a scrapbooker. I can't even do that, cuz ALL the pictures are fake to me now. How I can scrap happy events when my life is in such turmoil? So I get how you'd be questioning if you could write a romance. Can you make it have a happy ending please? LOL!! I'm a reader, but lately, I can't sit still it seems. If I do read, it's at the Y.

Gotta run and get 7yoDS to his game and take my sorry butt to the Y.