No, I had thought of it. There was a part of me that thought, well technically a copy could exist somewhere, and yet I could still somehow show him that I no longer desire to "hang it over his head." I don't know if I ever mentioned this, but the day after, I forwarded the emails to several of our close friends and family, including his mother. I know that may have seemed REALLY spiteful, but I truly KNEW that noone would have believed it or "got it" if they had not read what was said first hand. He was in "you're making too big a deal out of this" mode at the time.
There is a part of me that is pissed off at how he has practically wiped it off the table, so to speak, yet MY hurts against him are still so at the forefront. However, I truly feel that if I look at the email situation ALONE and don't compare the two issues (as he hates me to do), then I feel like he has honestly cut all communication and put the focus back on us where it should be. I admit that I want to keep things moving forward, while showing him what forgiveness looks like.
