Oh my goodness, I couldn't even begin to start. I consider it an emotional affair. You can be the judge. I guess it was maybe the beginning of one at the very least.
I sent him an email just now trying to be playfully explicit. He replied back "YES!" So positive things going on there.
One thing I forgot to mention, he called from work yesterday for no apparent reason and said that he was "missing us." Kind of unusual.
I am thinking of a way to ceremoniously show him my forgiveness for the emails. Tear them up at our June 4th appt? I don't know what words I can say to best express to him that I am not a doormat, but I forgive him (the unspoken thing being that I would love for him to do the same for me.)
I worry about how I would react if/when things got rocky again. If my jealousy flared up over a situation, how would I be able to not revert back to anger and self-righteousness over his emails with her.
Just trying to formulate a plan for keeping progress moving forward...
