A very good friend pointed out to me this morning that maybe I am thinking / hoping that things with my Ex could go back to how they were before...
But I KNOW that's an impossibility she has a new job and does new things and has new friends. She was very unhappy with the way things were (Her only reason for wanting the split)
Anything that would be between us would be NEW... It would be starting over from nothing...
There is history between us, two wonderful kids and lots of good times... (though that is from my view-point of course)
I try look at what my life would be if I don't wait for her and process the "D" it looks just the same as it is now... Ok but empty... So I am struggling with the idea that "moving-on" would really be "moving forward"
Anways... in an atempt to move past my "pity-party" self obbsession and GAL :P
This weekend Friday night my daughter has a Birthday party for one of her friend.
Saturday I'm planning to take the kids to Pirates 3. I have invited my Single-mom Gal friend and her kids to come along, Me and mine will be going anyway and the grown up company is nice.
There is a possiblility of a bbq at a buddies house saturday evening IF the weather turns back to being nice again. We are having one of our infamous May snowstorms here power outages trees downed etc.
