I don't really feel like posting on my own thread, but I'll just say that I'm doing well.
Okay, I'll say more!
H had dinner w/ the kids yesterday, and I was able to see him and just not let it get to me.
He leaves tomorrow for his little getaway, but it isn't bothering me so much anymore. I got a DVD from Disney for planning our holiday there, and now I am SO EXCITED!!! So H is going to Clearwater, so what? My granny went there for years and years, lol! I get to take my kids to DISNEY WORLD!!!
I hope that S5 can go on some good rides. He's pretty small.
I had a really nice morning. I went swimming w/ S5's daycare, and S5 showed me how he can swim w/ a noodle by himself! He was so proud of himself, and *I* got to see it! As we were walking over to the pool, he picked a dandelion and blew it. I thought about what precious moments these are, and how lucky I am to share them.
Last night, I read to my D10. She asked for another chapter, so I read an extra one and she was so happy, she kissed my arm a bunch of times! Again, such a lovely moment.
It's not easy being the one to fix breakfast, make lunches, do laundry, keep the house (sorta) tidy. But my children, when they are older, will remember that. And it is a priviledge to be able to take care of them. So many mothers around the world have to worry about how they will feed their children, or if they will be alive at the end of the day. I am SO LUCKY!
Now, I just have to hold on to this feeling!
Love, Nicola
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