Thanks LFL - its a very difficult situation to understand if you are not in it.

I thank my lucky stars I found this board, and particularly GEL, who enlightened me to the complex. Before that time, I was at a loss and ready to pull the plug on my M. There just didn't seem to be a reason and/or solution to what I was going through and now everything has fallen into place and totally makes sense. That in itself is very reassuring.


Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)