Journalizing again I am slightly exasperated today. I went to see my counselor, last night and it turned out to be more of a secondary introductory session, with only about 5-10 minutes actually talking about anything to do with my sitch.
Last night, I was having some bad dreams about our R. It made me think again whether or not I should really try to be aware of what W is doing. I don't feel a need so much as to spy, rather to protect my emotional state, should I begin to trust again, and reinvest fully into the relationship.
IS 49 W 47 S 21 D 19 S 16 M 24y Together 31y EA Mar04-May 06 PA Feb06-Jun06 EA May07 Bomb Dec 28 07
Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden. T. S. Eliot
