Thanks, D, for the encouragement and hugs. I'm jealous of how affectionate you and your DH are; has it always been like that during these times? Is it hard on you to have him leave then?
I keep thinking that the biggest 180 I could do right now would be to give my H a big kiss when he's picking up the kids some morning, but I'm so afraid he'd just jump right out of his skin! (Maybe reason enough to try, eh? ) I can't yet tell how much to push new things and how much to not push... maybe with time.
Anyway, I'm happy to have you to chat with; it really helps to have someone who's travelling the same road. And I'll MAKE myself have a good day, heck or high water (and with the rain we're having today, it's probably the water )