took my boys out 2 walk with me this morning. we walked 4 miles. i really thought i was gonna have to carry my youngest son and he did get a couple of rides on the back put he did good at keeping up and holding his own. i feel so much better when i get my walks in. i usually only do about 2to 2and a half but i had a lot to think about this morning. i love my h but i don't know how much more of this i can take. it would be easier if my h would give me some hope that our m could work out but he says he is happy with his life with the ow. if that is true then am i fighting a losing battle? is there even a battle to fight for?
me-30 h-38 m-11 yrs s-6 s-7 ss-13 h left-april 21,2007 found out of ea april 1, 2007
