next step

I also agree with your post exept:

"I will continue to swallow my pride and i will continue to fight to keep my family together"

I do not think you are swallowing your pride by fighting for your family. If you had no pride you would just say F*ck it and leave.
Keep up the good work and just "smile and wave"

Husband


And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know