What’s the story behind the “cruse”. Did she come home one day and say I going on a cruse? Were you invited but refused? If you were not invited, I would go on the family vacation in NC. Ya need to get out. I can guarantee if you stay home while she is on the cruse you will have too much idle time to think about her on the cruse and bad days are sure to follow. If your W hinted at all that she would have liked you to go I would get cruse tickets.
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And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know