Phone call from the Ex to the Kids tonight while she is on her Holiday with her BF.
No talking with me... I'm unsurprised by that.
It seems like she has been avoiding me since the offer of friendship towards her last week.
The phone call was nice for the kids but bothered me... I'm not sure why after all this time she still affects me so much.
I know I should detach, let go and move forward but I just keep spinning my wheels and going down the same cheesless tunnels.
Her words trick me but her actions (more important of course) remain firmly headed in the direction of Divorce. I know I can force the issue and decide that it is just over and my head tells me to but my heart wants me to keep waiting.
But the whats the right answer how do you choose what to listen to?
