I am letting him take toomuch time and energy and I am not strong enough to stop it.

Thanks Nicola and everyone else- You know so what if he changes his mind- he has showed me how fast he can change it again and want out. I can't live like that. I really hate this is it for our M but I feel it is necessary.

A for his feelings he really doesn't care - his actions show that. His words may say hey give me time I care but his actions say otherwise. I can't do this anymore- It is making me insane!!! I can't seem to focus on anything else. I tried to stand, I even tried to read everything again and start over but my heart is not in it anymore


I am too broken right now-


Love,Lisa

Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12