I am so sorry for you situation Trekker. How long has this been going on? I have just begun the journey but am still questioning whether to travel it or not.
I have not quite been as strong as you, so Cudos to you.
I hope things get better for you.
mimi
Bomb 3/31/2007 Moved out 04/22/2007 Moved back in 06/11/2007 Wants to stay and try 09/04/2007