Sashaying thru Seperation III

[mcojh]

I have an idea on whose ass to kick.

I am not dealing with things very well today. I have some anger or unrest bubbling towards the surface that is driving me batty. In one breath I want to call her and tell her I am done, and in the next I feel like I am going to win.

I asked CW if she wanted to go to the local HS Choir showcase. This is something that I never would have taken time for in the past. Initially she was luke warm to the idea, attributing it to not knowing what it was. I wondered if she was hoping for a better offer. Today she e-mailed me that she wanted to go.

I am so conflicted. I am going to go work in my flower gardens. It sounds wussy, but it somehow relaxes me.