Thank you for the information. It helps so much...Its so hard to talk to someone that is not in or experience this. In my heart of hearts I dont want to go thru the big D. It is the waiting and all. They dont understand how much more damage they are doing as time goes by. Ya know?
I do know that I have to regain myself and curb the anger! I know I need to be happy and etc when I see him or he calls. Its just so hard! I know one thing...we should all win OSCARS for our ability to act happy when were not at all!
He is suppose to come over in the morning for breakfast and go to a early movie before he starts his shift. So, yall pray for me that I can get back on track and let go of the Divorce thoughts!
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010
