I don't deny pretty much all of what you are saying is true, however, she really doesn't care about any of it (right now) because she is hurting/thinking, doing whatever she is doing
Had someone told me when I got married that this was what I would have to endure regarding "for better or for worse" I would have seriously had to take a step back. But it is what it is and I am in this to the bitter end
Stop feeling sorry for yourself, it won't get you anywhere and it won't make a damn to how she is feeling right now. All you are doing is pushing her away further and further. I was where you are not all that long ago and the best thing I ever did was to back off, take back my power and start living for ME.
If you truly want to save your M/R - BACK OFF (and DON'T send any more emails!!)
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)