Madonna/Whore Part 3

[Heywyre]

I figured that would be the answer but was just curious as I haven't had all that many partners so his number seemed alot

I am feeling a little overwhelmed and "down" today, but better than yesterday I guess. The thought of having to confront him again is weighing on my mind and/or the possibility of there being something on that bill I don't want to see and/or talk about but I know it has to be done.

I know the company wouldn't destroy records after the bill is sent out, however this is what he was told (apparently) but I know for a fact they keep the current month and one past month online and that's what I told him, so he knew it was still accessible and couldn't squirm his way out of it. That is when he got slightly defensive, but I agree not nearly as much as he used to.

I am trying to be optimistic and believe there really won't be anything on there that I will see that upsets me. That would be fantastic and will really strengthen things but I am also not that naive to think he might still be hiding things from me. And, considering he was out of reach for 3-4 hours and the discrepancies regarding the receipts etc. I am still on guard.

While we were talking about the cell bill last night, he also told me his visa bill would be in soon, and I could take a look at that too - so at least that information was forthcoming without me prying it out of him. But it's the cell bill that I am the most concerned with.