I now own a new car.... I signed all the paperwork last night and should pickup my car today. My 5D and I are both excited about it.
I went to IC last night and am scheduled to go one more time in 3 weeks. My counseler believes that my W is emotionally burying me so that D me is easier on her emotionally. I agree she is lieing to herself believe a false reality about our R. I am now of the mindest that she can believe and feel the way she wants, I will not invalidate her feelings or get defensive. But I am going to be much more assertive with her and let her know that she is lieing to herself. For example, the next time my W tells me she is at peace when she has no connection to me, I am going tell her: Yeah, that is because you can more easily ignore the lies you are telling yourself when I am not around, that would put me at ease. Knowing you if you truely are on your own you will either get bored quickly and fall back into depression. Or you will soon come to the realization of the huge mistake you made by disposing our R without truely trying to make it work.
My 5D graduates pre-school tonight which should be fun. I am looking forward to her ceramony tonight. Because of the kids ages it should be short.
The OMW called me again last night around midnight to inform me that our S where together. I told her that I did not care and was going back to sleep. The funny thing is that my W walked in the door from work or her date 15 minutes after the phone call. Who knows if she was right or just being paranoyed.
