OK, get your boards out or whatever you need. I need a kick in the a$$. I am down for some reason this afternoon. CW has been very friendly and talkative, although I try to keep it short. I so badly want to see progress, it is getting harder and harder not to pursue her. I want to hold her and make everything better. I want this nightmare to end. Unfortunately, I have no idea if I want to see the ending.

Sorry for the pity fest, but I needed to vent.


Me: 44
S: 17 and 7
Final-6-13-08
I once went to a psychic who told me I would soon feel cheated......