Its like the last few weeks...Ive been so angry. Im just getting to the point of throwing in the towel. Its like Ive fallen back months. All I do is cry all the time and am consumed with thoughts of divorce and etc. I feel used and unloved by H. Though he wants to see me on his schedule, says he loves me, but dosent want to come home, breaks promises and etc. Its been 1 year and a flood of bad memories have been coming back.

All I want is for us to try and move forward. But, he keeps this going ya know...


Me: 40 H: 39
M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs
No kids
Seperated: May 18, 2006
EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving.
2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010