I am in no mood for any drama tonight. I need to find something to do w/ my girls. The papers are left on the table along w/ his mail so he can not say he did not see them.
I am exhausted from this R even from way before the bomb. My h is the type of person who needs CONSTANT postive reinforcement (like a child) and that only makes the "mommy" in come out. Who wants that type of R? So tiring, so exhausting........Too many responsibilities in this world to have to take care of another little one. OW will get tired of it too when she realizes how H sucks the life out of her and only knows how take an take and not give any back. H is selfish to the core , example- back in the day when there was physical abuse one time when I was pregnant h got mad when I was eating all his chinese food and not eating my food so he hit me and pinned me down!!!
Just ready to start my new life. I will still miss parts of him.
