ETRC Don’t rub it in about the good time you will be having. When my son and I get back from his baseball game I do make an effort to talk with him about the fun things we did and what happened. Of course she can hear this. I think if you actually tell her about the good times is still makes her part of them. But If she over hears about them she is still really left out. It’s a slow process but I do think my W is missing the times my son and I have. Of course I am saying this now and when I get home my day may take a turn but I am trying to learn that I am the one making turn bad. With my mind. Thinking sad thoughts. I am getting better but like I said I still feel down once in a while. I like to read the sitchs here that are making progress an I gives me hope. I miss my other wife so much. It’s hard not showing the one that she has turn into my affection. I want to hold her and hug her I want to call her right now but I’m not. I need to make her want me. But I know if I take to big of a step to soon I’ll be taking 3 steps back. Stay strong.
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
