Husband, I agree that I am in a learning process, my fear is that it is to late for my M. I have been the best husband that I could be with the information that I had, miss informed I might have been but I always put my W and childrens needs infront of mine. I know a change of heart in my W will not happen over night, I am just hoping and praying that she will make a commitment to our family. Until that happens my M is doomed. As you all can tell I am a bit negative today. I did not get much sleep last night maybe it was the fact that I went for a jog last night, really it was because I could not settle my mind enough to relax and fall asleep.
I have to admit even though our conversation sucked last night it was nice to see my wife happy. She has a beautiful smile, it is sad that it is nolonger for me.
