Everything about my sitch is not up to me anymore.
Honestly it never has been up to you. The only thing that is up to you is how you deal with each and every moment of your life. You can chose to be happy or choose to blame your unhappines on someone else.
Your sitch has not going anywhere because you have not changed the dynamics of it. You seem to understand what you need to do but doing it seems to be difficult for you. It takes time.
You have a great resource that you have been talking to and that is not me. I just add my thoughts from what I get out of your posts. However, there are always two sides to every coin.
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."