I definitely feel his heart is totally back into it -- the whole family. I can tell just in the last few days, by me staying totally positive and handling everything so well, he is coming around and finally I feel love & support oozing from him. He told me this a.m. that he misses us and I know he wasn't just talking about the boys.
I also think it even helped though that I had a hard day on Sunday. Didn't even realize I was having it until he asked if I was ok, said he heard it in my voice and I just started having tears roll down my face. I said I just miss you so much. I was just thinking this a.m. when I was up before the boys got up that I just wish H were here w/ me.
He knows I have my moments and can be vulnerable, but am staying strong for the family. I continue to send cards, pics, emails, etc.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
