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Can I wait for you , can I wait for you to love me like I need? Can you be the man I need ? Can you hold my heart in your hand without breaking it?
Can you be the one to lift me up and make me see heaven on earth? Can you love me like I love you? Share your body and soul with me alone? can you be the one I grow old with? Are you man enough for me? I want you to be but I do not need you to be. I will find the way to let my love for myself give me strength ,, I love you like the air I breathe,, like my life depends on it,, like this is no other and like you need .Can you love me? Just wondering?
God will let me love without limits and forgive and love you as though I have never been hurt,, like you never took my heart and threw it away. I picked myself up off the road where you left me for dead and look at me now beautiful and radiant,, just wait theres more. I AM beautiful and I will be forever. God has blessed me with a spirit you cannot break. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU DO NOT LOVE YOURSELF


I wrote this @ 2 weeks before Reconciling and when we got "back " together... I foolishly thought it would be smooth sailing it was not and has not been.. Just recently it has gotten more stable.

I dunno your H like you do but it does seem that they are suffering and very weak and they need for you THE LBS to be strong very strong and "carry " them so to speak. MY H was telling me 2 weeks before he changed his mind not to let his spending time with me fool ME that he was never going back on THE D!!!! EVER!!!!
And to my shock two weeks later he was changed and said he loved me and wanted for us to love eachother for a very long time.. GO FIGURE?????
I do feel for you and you will be in my prayers .. all my best to you honey... Keep strong and keep smiling even when it seems you can not!!! ;\) dunno if I helped any just my two cents...
God bless....