I am reading old posts ,,, I was looking for a post I made that might help someonelse who is hurting on this board the way I used to .. and found this...
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Thank you GOD for allowing him to be beautiful with me ,, please help to restore him,please give him direction, please bless him , please help me to be strong and let go of the outcome, please bless me with guidance. Shine your light on me so that I will feel blessed instead of confused , give me patience to see this through. Be my guiding light in this time of great turmoil, give me strength to be more like you and let go and forgive. Take away my pain and replace it with joy. Help me love without measure,help me please.
To forgive is divine let me feel it and give me peace,, I will do your will and love til there is no more left in me to give , help me to shine , help me to have faith. I place my life in your hands and ask only for strength, to keep me in your arms. I want the best for myself and my Family,Please help me see. Open my eyes to new ways to love and show gratitude everyday,, open my heart to feel only pure love and set the hurt aside to live in your light and find comfort in knowing you will always take care of me even when I forget to take care of myself. Bless me dear GOD and forgive me for not loving so freely before,,, for living in fear.
I wrote this 16 days before, Reconciling, he told me I love you and want to be with you. WOW.....God is good....
