good to hear from you. i know i have to just live the next couple of weeks and then decide.
her tone has really changed, her anger seems way down and she actually ask how i am doing. my last phone call she thanked me two or three times for calling and she seemed happy for the first time in a while. what this means for me is i have no idea. our last meeting which is over a month ago now she was still defensive and when i said she should move home (i know backslide) she said" you need a trophy wife, and that you made me look bad in front of my friends". i just wish she would know how frustrated i was and that i just has so much bottled up anger that i would unleash when we were drinking. her behavior after her dad died had me so frustrated and before that there was only one instance where i gave her shi$t for her drinking in front of friends before the wedding.
i want to email her and defend myself so bad when it comes to this.
