Need Veteran Piecer's Advice - desperately!!!

[Heartbroken]

Thanks everyone. I took two advil PM to help me sleep last night and I guess this AM I am just numb.

I called him at 9:30 to make sure he was better (I swear he was just out of his mind with pain last night) and he was calmed down, very sad, but better.

I want to call this AM but I know I need to give him his space for now. I would love to crawl back into bed and stay forever at this rate. I have been saying all along to him please don't come home for me - I do not want him unless he wants me. Now he's saying he I have forced him home. I just did not want my heart broken again - I was so detached from him when he moved out and now the process starts again.

How often do I call - or do I just wait for him? I told him he should not be with us tonight - to have dinner on his own. Is this right? Why am I second guessing myself so bad...?

Time to get a PMA - this is going to be a long day!

Thanks for your kind words they help me so much!

Not givng up yet....

HB