Why do these things happen

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Well I think I am going to do what I have been avoiding. Calling for a DB coach, so if I can hold out and not do anything stupid around wife long enough to save up the money I think it will be worth the money and effort. It still seems wierd to me that thru it all I still love her with all my heart. I thought about all the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still believe she is the women I want to spend the rest of my life with.