We are so alike in that those thoughts just run around our heads obsessively. It is so frustrating!
Lisa, you are doing a good job. You will slip up every now and then, but overall, you are a great DBer. This worked before, and there's a good chance that it will again. Look how much he misses you already!
Yes, make yourself a budget, do whatever it takes to keep your mind as busy as you can. That's what I have to do, or else I go crazy thinking about H and ow and all the fun they are having. Gosh, if my imagination is right, they are having sex 24/7!!! And it's FANTASTIC!
Anyway, let me get my mind off that now...
You are an amazing woman, Lisa, and B knows it.
Love, Nicola
PS Thanks for your post on my thread.
Life isn't about finding yourself; it's about creating yourself My thread: Trusting God's Plan